SO NOT THE WAY I MEANT IT

ya know the last few days have be hard for me because something was took so very wrong. an now i wish i could change things but God it the only one now who can make the persons involved realize that the way they took the way i was acting for something that it was not. i serve God and him alone do i trust to fix this problem. i guess being nice to people these days gets miss lead for something it's not i am very hurt by it but, prayed about it and God spoke to me and said this, my son your love for people is not a fight but it is worth fighting for cause they need to know the will of my father. so just like sand will shift like feeling but stand on an in my word and i will take you threw it an show myself in you .

thans for listening much love

Ryan

Fireproof A must see for men am woman

How Big God is

FLORIDA,LIDO KEY BEACH

so i finally got my 2nd vacation this year and it was much needed .well let me tell ya about it. i went to Florida and visited lido key, longboat key and Sarasota then Tampa on the way home . i have never in my life had such a great time in a different state but this one was not the same i was in awe. God is so big you never really think about it until you really see how small you really are .

so there i was floating in the ocean by Florida an by the way it was my First time in the ocean let me tell ya awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but any way i was just floating when i looked up and thought man would look at that here i am floating away in the middle of the ocean as giant of a thing it is an it still doesn't begin to explain how Big God is, but yet he made every thing great and small to reflect who he is so Big but yet so loving that he would send his son to die for me just so i can spend forever trying to show a small fraction of the love he show me. so any way in thinking that it made the top of my list of greatest vacation every oh and if you never seen a sun rise or set from a beach by the ocean it is a must do in life it will steal your words and breath . oh yeah the sand is amazing .

Leting the past be the past

Have you ever tried to let something go? an when you thinks it gone for good it come out of nowhere an hit you in the face . well let me tell ya this week has been the hardest one, for me in a while. something i thought was gone showed up and left me with a bad taste in my mouth i just wish things weren't so hard ya know it ironic how you can tell someone not to question God but then there you are firing away with the WHYS and for the life of me i can't even see the reason.. GOD has always came threw for me so what is the need for the 20 question every time things seem to be falling apart? once again i am finding my self read the bible and two thing that i have read before stand out fear not and 1st cor.10:13 "the way out " some time i wish i was 2 yrs old again riding my bike with out a care in the world knowing and trusting my daddy would pick me up when i fell . now i am 22 and wishing God would just pick me up and hold me cause i feel like i am losing site of him, like you do with your earthly parent you grow up. an think some how they don't worry but it just not the truth . are parents worry about the little things just like Jesus takes the little thing to show us how Great he is . but any way my point some how i know the past may hit me with a blind side but God always strikes a TKO. so somewhere threw all this mess God will show up and take me threw the fire again.

God always make's away out

♣ so today started off just like any other up at 10:00am work out done by 11:15 , then shower then i read my bible then eat . then off to the good old soda factory to make the ice cold coke but from the min. i walk in the door every thing just broke and i had to run help every one fix things all day an at the end of my day i see this

life may seem so normal when the day to day grind doesn't change but when God throw's a few extra things in the mix don't worry 1st cor.10:13 just says this i will not bring any thing your way that is not already known to man but for every time i test u i will also make a way out .

the whole reason i am writing this is because every time things seemed so messed up and i felt like giving up that verse kept replaying in my head so just when you think theres no hope when your faith runs out God open's that Door and show you the way out so through all life problems just wait and the way out will always show up.(jesus)♣

A REFREASHING TIME

Have you ever felt like your not being heard , well if you haven't it can drive ya crazy. well about three years ago now i moved to a new state and haven't quite felt like me and what make me say this is two of my friends came to visit this weekend and i remember the way thing use to feel like i finally felt at home thanks you guy : ) (Sarah &Steven) for the first time in a long time i didn't feel like i had to live up to something i am not. you see if people would except me for who i am the then maybe they would know me like my two good friends do i miss you guys already thanks so much

FEAR

they say fear makes every decision we have in life if you don't believe me, just think about it the next time you have to choose . also remember that God put fear not in the bible 365 time that should tell you something, also he says in 2 timothy 1:7 for God did not give us the spirit of fear but of power and of love and sound mind. fear is something God gave us power over so why then do we let it control us ? maybe its because we a not trusting like we should or maybe we are in a far land apart form God . but thats just my thoughts i really don't know why we fear but it can be the hardest thing to deal with even when we share are faith in christ cause we fear someone wont like us for telling them they need to be save or we fear we will get called narrow minded well i would reather be called that then not tell someone how to be saved.

Romans-3:23

Romans-6:23

Romans-10:13